i was walking to the toilet in uplands during math class when i noticed a painting on the wall and on that painting were the words ' this too shall pass'.and it kinda struck me that sometimes no matter how down we are in our lives,
someday, maybe not anytime soon,
things wil change. things wil get better.
At some point in our lives,
we might feel as if the world has taken over our souls, our life, our everything.
And things couldnt possibly get any worse.
perhaps maybe a broken heart, and the brokenness of the soul.
Sometimes at that moment,
we are blinded by the hurt and the pain that we cant see whats ahead of us.
And when we are bitter, we hurt the people that love us.
One good friend once told me he was so hurt he didnt know what to do anymore. And its funny how sometimes when we promise the people we love that we would protect them from the pain of the world, another second we are in each others faces trying to bring the other down. funny isnt it? How we love to hurt the people we onced love so we ourselves could feel better? Trust me. Someday, the pain might just go away. And trust me, someday, that hurt could make you stronger.
And its funny how through all of this, in the darkest of the night, i find that hope, that light that filled the deepest and darkest hollows of my empty heart, that comfort.
Only when i decided to let go, to leave the past and to take the blame,
i found that the little things we always take for granted are the ones worth suffering for.
Like someone onced told me,
if you dont let go of the things that hurt you, youre not giving in to the things that is going to make you happy and the things that are going to be worth the wait.
And remember,
the answer is never found in darkness.
Every pain and hurt, shall pass.
So pick yourself up and start walking,
somewhere along the line it gets easier.
Do not let your fire go out spark by irreplaceble spark,
In the hopeless swamps of the not quite, the not yet and the not at all,
Do not let the hero in your soul perish,
in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but never been able to reach.
The world you desire can be won.
It exists,
It is possible,
It is real,
It is yours.
-one tree hill-
"This too shall pass"- these very words saved my life, it could save yours too. Hold on. just hold on.
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