You would hold me before i sleep,maybe not literally but it felt as if you were.
Youd tell me that i was the best.
We both know i wasnt but youd still tell me that just because.
Youd tell me not to give up hope and youd encourage me.
You were my pillar of stronghold.
I could see that you were uncomfortable,
sitting all alone in the bleachers not knowing anyone around you,
but you where there to support me,
You were there for me, alone.
Your heart would stop everytime i took a fall,
i could see that you cared deeply.
And when my team lost, youd hold me and say it will all be okay.
You were my comfort and my strength.
You told me that one day my team would make it.
You believed in me.
And the thing that touched me the most,
You loved the game just because i do.
And because you believed in me,
I made it through the darkest of times.
and the depths of failure.
I could depend on you.
Because of that,
i was strong.
Now when i stare at the bleachers,
or at the sidelines.
Everything around stops for a split second,
and then im reminded,
of what everything used to be.
You were there,
every second, every moment, every sweat and every tear.
You were there,
through it all.
Now all i can see,
is your ghost and what used to be..