Today i stood at the front of my house at night.It was very windy and i thought to myself,
By this time every year when i used to be 13, 14 and 15,
i was looking forward to many things.
The feeling of "hey its the end of the year" used to feel so nice.
And all the excitement waiting for church camps and etc, i can never forget.
Its all gone now.
And i miss it alot.
I miss being able to look forward to those.
everything has changed now and although we all may have to grow up someday,
and change will happen.
i say screw it.
Because i really miss those days and i wish i could have them back.
Its really sad,
for a moment there i felt how i was suppose to feel this time those years.
And i really really miss it.
Sigh.
I want them all back.
I could never really let those days go.
Those were the days were i felt alive.
Now all i can do is just look at pictures and be reminded of what everything used to be.
Memories.
