Here's mine.

Im childish, insecure, rude, restless, unreasonable and unfixable.

But i would never do anything to harm the person i love. Through the years, it was my flaws that the relationship ever failed. And time after time nothing ever seems to last. And maybe, just maybe, this time i thought it would. And laying there at the hospital bed, i saw myself in the future with you, holding hands, and the meals we would share. And then i saw myself in

the mirror. I saw someone broken. And someone as beautiful does not deserve someone broken. Broken from all the promises that were never fulfilled, the hopes and dreams that were never shared, and the saddest part, the what-could-have-beens. I looked into your eye, as determined as you were to salvage whatever that was left from this broken heart, in hopes of starting something new, in hopes of making it to the finish line. As bright as the light of the end of the tunnel maybe, maybe those lights were meant for you, maybe those lights were for you to dance gracefully in, as they to, dance on your face.

Youll never know, the reason i pushed you away. The reason why i never let you in. The reason why it was so hard for you to understand. And the reason why i hurt you.

But at least you should know, that I have always loved you.

Maybe we were not meant for the finish line, but we ran the race, and we met somewhere a long the way. And somewhere along the way we met and we ran it together.

Im sorry for hurting you, but like i said, those bright lights are waiting for you.

So shine as bright as you can, go far and brave the tempests of the world.

Dont look back, and move on.

You were meant for so much more.

Love always,

Ling.